Rough Times Call For Drastic Changes

So, I know I've been blogging about choices and letting go and such a lot lately. I apologize, it must be boring to read. But I've been going through quite the rough time, so it consumes most of my time and thoughts. On the bright side, things are definitely getting better...slowly. I have taken people out of my life that constantly hurt me, and I'm trying to better my experiences in life and just...live more freely i guess is the right statement. It'll take some adjusting, but I'll get the hang of this. In all of this drama that's been going on with people, I've learned not to care what others say or think about me. It's not like they really matter in the long run anyways. The ones who matter are the ones that have stuck around because they ACTUALLY care about me; they don't just leave when the going gets tough. It's nice to know that there are actually some people out there that i can relate to me, not all are self-centered and blame things on others just because they can't let things go. So that's that and it's time to move on. Here's to changes.

Letting Go

When you have to constantly wait for something that may or might not happen it gets rather annoying. A waiting game. No one likes that, it's unnecessary. So once it gets to the point that you finally think, "Is this even worth is anymore?" you finally realize you aren't gaining from this thing, or relationship, or whatever it is you're waiting for. You're just getting hurt. It just isn't worth that sucky feeling you get everyday when you think about it. Letting go is good, it brings a sense of freedom.

Spring Break!

Spring break. A much needed break during the school year. But it's rather obnoxious, because it fools us, makes us have so much fun..then leaves just as fast as it comes. Then we have to wait a whoooole 9 weeks until we get an actual break: summer. This has been such a good spring break so far though, especially today because it actually reached 65, so I was able to go outside and such. I've hung out with friends everyday, gone to visit family in Kansas City, and have just had fun. I've had a few stressful occasions with some people, but that's all the past. I hate when people don't take the blame for things, when it was their fault just as much as the other person's. It takes two people to make a relationship, or a friendship for that matter. Not just one.