Momma

I miss you already, so so much. It wasn't your time to go. I still have so much to experience with you. You still need to watch me grow up, be the person I want to be. It hasn't sunken in yet..I don't want it to either. Makes me depressed. Although I'm happy you're out of pain and free from this world, I'm still stuck here. It sickens me to think that just 4 days ago you were breathing and laughing. I wish I could have said more to you before I had to go to work that morning, I tried. I don't know what else to say but, i love you and want you to come back. Please.