Just Thinkin'

It's kind of funny when you go on vacation or do something that makes you think, "wow, just when i thought i was doing fine, i wasn't." Finding something that makes you realize that you've lost yourself along the way to me is pretty grand. Just when you think you're lost, you seem to find yourself again right? That's how it is for me anyways. North Carolina was amazing for me, and now that i went to see their colleges I'm actually considering going there. To get away and be on my own sounds great to me, but then again I could never leave my little sister, Jonni, by herself. It'd be hard. I've noticed that I really like going out and doing random things. For instance, I decided at 1 in the morning to take my sister to sit in front of McDonald's so we could chat. Or other times I just like to go drive to parks and just swing, or go driving just so I can get lost..although it is hard to get lost in a town that is pretty basic.
Hmm..another thing thats been on my mind is people who don't know what they want. One month, they say they want one thing, then three months later they're begging for what they lost before. Say what you mean, and mean what you say. If you don't know what you even want then why even put yourself in a situation that causes you to make a choice between the two..